Alexia Eden(80)

He turns to looks at me and I shiver at the rage in his face that is glaring back at me. I turn to run and find an escape but he grabs his leather jacket, I unzip it and run free up a staircase tripping a few times. I reach the end of the hallway and dash into the only room that has a door open. I try to close the door behind me but he’s already got his leather boot in the way, I stumble backwards. Looking around I realize I’m in a room, a manly messy room. I look back to where Greg is standing and he has a smile on his face.

I’m in his room…

He starts walking toward me then he takes his shirt off revealing his hard defined stomach and muscular form. If I wasn’t in this situation right now I would admire the view and appreciate how good looking he is but all I can think about when I see all that muscle is how easy it would be for him to hold me down. How easy for him it has been so far. I keep backing away till I can feel the back of my legs against his bed, I quickly turn to jump over his bed but he catches me. He falls on top of me, with his chest against my back and his crotch against my ass. I’m struggling, trying to push him away and yell at him but he’s just holding me down firmly until he turns me over roughly and straddles me. He pulls my body so that it’s lying in the middle of the bed.

“Cupcake if you don’t stop wiggling I’m going to tie you up.” he says as he moves the hair from my face gently.

“Please Greg…Don’t do this please…why are you doing this to me?” I cry out loud again and I can see pain flash across his face.

“I want you Alexia...Why don’t you want me? Am I not good enough for you? Is that it?” he says as he leans down to me and nuzzles my neck and I stiffen underneath him.

Why do wolves do that?

The agony in his voice makes me feel his pain and I feel sorry for him even though I know I shouldn’t. I know what it feels like to not be wanted and to not feel good enough for anyone and I just needed someone to give me a hug and tell me everything will be okay. I know what it feels like when you don’t have anyone that loves you or even wants you, you stick to whatever you can get even if it is unhealthy. You will do whatever you can to get some sort of affection and sense of love. Even after the way Drake treated me and hurt me that one night, I was quick to forgive him because I needed the affection he would offer me afterward and I needed to feel loved by someone, even if the person I wanted to love me didn’t. I shudder as I think about Georgina.

I don’t know where my braveness comes from and even though I’m shaking and frightened right now I get the courage to do what I wanted someone to do to me all these years I felt unwanted, I gently put my trembling hands on the sides of his head and he slowly rises looking down at me with such sorrow.

"It’s not that you are not good enough for me, you scare me. Look at how you acted the first time I met you and how you treated me today? You take what you want without thinking. You will find the perfect person for you Greg, but she’s not me. I’m sorry…” I say softly as a tear falls down my face and I notice his wet cheeks too. I lean up and kiss his cheek softly, I feel him tense underneath me not expecting it.

He bends down and holds me tight and I wrap my arms around his back as this beast, which I thought was a monster, cries like a delicate baby in my arms.

“I’m so sorry Alexia, I swear I didn’t mean to hurt you or shout at you. I just thought that I could make you like me. I’m so sorry. I will take you home now I promise.” He says through a rough voice wiping the tears away and getting off me.

“It’s okay Greg, I don’t really have anywhere to go, if you just wana hang out for a bit? I don’t think … Georgina really wants me around.” I say as I wipe a tear away.

“I’m sorry cupcake, I heard what she said. I had shitty parents too. You deserve much better.” he says taking my hand in his.

“Greg you’re a good guy too you know, you just need to stop with the drugs and stealing young girls.” I tease earning me a chuckle from him.

“You’re the only girl I stole and I don’t do drugs I just deal them.” He says. “I’m going to stop but it’s the only way I can make a living. I was fine when I had my mate but she died and my parents went rogue, the pack instantly took a disliking to me and it kinda made me an outcast. I have my teaching degree but the school here won’t take me. I don’t know how much longer I can stay in this pack Alexia, to be honest…I’ve been thinking of leaving.” He says sadly.

“Do you really want to leave?” I ask him and he nods.