I hear heavy steps behind me as the twins run after me and I find the door. I run past a couple of people and into the big back yard, I turn to see how close the twins are and I slam into a hard object, I fall to the ground and I realize it was Talon. I back away on the ground and cover my face.
“Please…please don’t hurt me…please.” I cry out loud waiting for the blows.
“Baby come here, we won’t hurt you. No one will ever hurt you again, do you hear me? I will make whoever did this pay…I swear. You can trust us Angel…you know you can, you don’t ever have to be afraid of us. We love you and we are here to protect you.” Tyler says lifting me up and carrying me against his chest. I nod my head unable to form words through my sniveling.
"Let’s get you to bed babe.” Talon says kissing my cheek.
CHAPTER 39:
The months fly by, I’ve had contact with Drake and I’ve seen him regularly just as he promised. I was scared the first time but he seemed different and I can already tell he is in control of his wolf.
He is just like the perfect Drake I met at school my first day and I love him more for learning to control his wolf for me. He treats me with so much care as if he might break me, he doesn’t realize that you can’t break what’s already broken… he apologizes to me regularly and spoils me more than I deserve.
I’ve apologized to Ronny and Chloe, I still chat with them all the time and visit them when I visit Point Bright. Jax is never around when I see Drake and I’m thankful.
My relationship with the twins has changed dramatically. We no longer share a bed and I try to avoid them as much as possible. I know I love them but its safer to stay away from them. I hardly sleep these days due to the nightmares that haunt me when I close my eyes or the fact that I battle to sleep when I’m alone. I miss the connection the twins and I had but I learnt my lesson and if this is the only way to keep them safe from Sebastian then this is how it is meant to be. I miss their old ways and the way I used to feel safe in their arms.
They’ve kept their distance from me too and they’re hardly at home these days too. I guess I’ve pushed them away for good. I overheard Alex talking to Johnny one evening about her not liking the twin’s girlfriends and to say my heart hurt is an understatement. I didn’t know the twins were dating anyone and they’ve never brought any girls around to the pack house either. I guess they were keeping it from me and I can’t blame them, I did push them away after all. Every time the twin’s new girlfriends were mentioned I took it as my punishment for stringing the boys along the way I did, for playing with people emotions. I felt I deserved to stay with someone like Drake and the twins deserved someone as amazing as them and that didn’t have the issues that I had.
I still have a problem with being touched and I’m really jumpy nowadays but Johnny says that it will get better once I gain my confidence back. I don’t think I ever had confidence in myself to begin with so I’m not sure where to get it from. Johnny has been spending all his extra time training me since I graduated early. He has trained me to take on human form and to defend myself against a wolf when he is in wolf form. Everyone has become really protective over me and I'm never alone, truth is I’m happy they keep me busy, it stops me from thinking about the events of that one night as well as all I’ve lost due to my stupid and childish behavior.
Slowly and surely I’m getting to the point where I’m not afraid to be around wolves when I see their eyes darken. I’m not there yet but I’m getting there.
It’s the morning of my friend’s in Point Bright’s graduation and tomorrow is my birthday. I’ll be staying with Drake tonight and I’ve already told them I’ve got to be back at Alex’s tomorrow, so early in the morning I’ll leave so that I can help Alex set up for my Ceremony tomorrow night - whether I turn or not … I’ll be welcomed to the pack. I don’t know what this will mean for Drake and I but I know I belong with my family.
My friends still don’t know it’s my birthday tomorrow, I’m the youngest of the group and they shared birthdays before I arrived so I guess the thought never crossed their minds. Although Drake and I haven’t discussed what will happen after he graduates I can sense that he’s worried about it. Truth is I havnt quite figured out what I want to do now that I’ve graduated and I’m not sure if I’ll be moving back down to Point Bright after they graduate…I just don’t feel safe there anymore.
I arrive at the High School and head for the field where the Graduation ceremony is taking place.