The waitress came and took our orders, when it got to Drake's turn I watch as he checks the girl out whose flirting with him. How can he disrespect Lexi like that right in front of her?
He orders food for Lexi without asking what she wants and passes a comment about him paying so he chooses, I look over to Lexi and she has the same blank look on her face again not saying one word. When Drake passes a comment about wanting the waitress later, everyone at the table lets out a growl. I look over to Lexi as Ronny asks them what's happened between them and why Drake's acting like a dick.
I watch as Lexi looks back at the ocean trying to avoid our eyes. She quickly wipes a few tears away before anyone can see…but I see. I turn to Drake to see him taking the girls number she handed him. I remember what he said when Ron asked him at lunch if he had a long night last night…they slept together.
Anger consumes me and I blurt out without thinking, “Dude she couldn’t have been that bad in bed?” I hear the gasps and I instantly feel regret, even if they did sleep together I shouldn’t of said something so callous.
Lexi seems shocked and sad by what I said and I can't look at her eyes, the beautiful blue eyes she once had are empty and vacant. She looks back down at her hands playing with her scarf as she swiftly wipes a few more tears away.
How could I be so harsh…? Chloe surprises us by yelling at Drake and I for our behavior and we deserve it. I was about to apologize when Chloe took Lexi away. Lexi battles to get out of the chair as Chloe helps her up then she leans against Chloe as she limps away out of sight. My wolf wants to run after her and beg for her forgiveness so he can look after her and make sure she's alright.
“Why is she limping? What happened to her?” I ask Ronny and Drake.
Ronny just shakes her head glaring at me. Drake looks sad as he answers, “She tripped down the patio stairs.”
“What the fuck is wrong with you two? How can you treat her like that!” Ronny yells at both of us finally letting loose.
“I know Ron, I'm going to apologize to her as soon as she comes back. Dude how could you blatantly flirt with that slut in front of her?” I ask Drake getting mad.
I notice he looks regretful for how he’s been acting, he wipes his hands through his hair as he looks down at the table, he sadly says. “I don’t know what I was thinking, I shouldn’t have done that. I guess I tried to get back at her and I thought that if I made her jealous she would see it from my point of view.” I notice he’s not telling me the full truth and he seems hesitant as he thinks of what to say.
“Why would you want to get back at her?” Rachel asks giving him a dirty look.
“She’s been hanging out with two guys from the other pack. I was jealous, that’s why I haven’t been myself today and that’s why I flirted with the waitress, I thought if she was at least a little bit jealous she would see my point.” Drake says. “Shit ...I shouldn’t have done that man, I feel like a complete asshole.” He says running his hands through his hair once again.
“I’m going to go look for them.” Rachel says getting up and heading into the restaurant.
“She just got back here and this is how you guys treat her? You two are going to chase her away! What are you going to do when she decides she’s not going to come down every weekend and that she doesn’t want to come back?” Ronny says angrily making me feel even more awful.
“She will come back! She is mine and she’s not leaving me!” Drake growls possessively. I can't help but feel jealous.
The girls come back and they seem a little odd, both of their cheeks are rosy and the two of them can’t stop snickering. I've never seen Lexi drunk before and it’s the cutest thing.
As soon as she covers her mouth to hide the giggles I notice the red stained bandages wrapped around her wrists as her shirt rises up. We all notice it as we stare, I look over at Chloe who has that sad look on her face as if this doesn’t surprise her.
Was Lexi hurting herself?
Look what we’ve done! We caused her this pain! I tell my wolf.
I instantly apologize and so does Drake, he looks ashamed and miserable. The words that come out of her mouth next shock me.
“You don’t have to apologize… I deserved it.” She says this as she looks out into the ocean placing the emotionless mask back on, the one that she’s been wearing throughout the evening.
She asks Ronny to take her home and she rushes out the restaurant leaving all of us shocked.
Is that why she’s cutting herself? She thinks that she deserves everything that’s happened to her and the way we’ve been treating her? Maybe walking away from her wasn’t the best thing. My wolf says to me.