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After Dark(6)

By:M. Pierce


We undressed one another frantically, tearing at zippers and buttons, and stretched out together in the grass. I hovered over her, pressing kisses to her nipples, caressing her breasts with my hands and face, and savoring the feel of her body beneath mine.

I needed this. I was burning for this. The tip of my cock traced cum along her belly and every muscle in my body tightened. God, I wanted to make this one count.

I closed my eyes and moved down, resting my forehead against her stomach. She touched my face and stroked my hair. I focused on the sweet-smelling night … and Hannah, my fiancée. She was soft below me, still and mysterious, not belonging to the city.

When I thought about the life I wanted to give her, and how I might put aside my wishes and make her happy, pride tempered my lust. I fit my hands to the curves of her body. I kissed the milk-white skin of her thighs and the softness between her legs.

Twice I brought her over the edge before I entered her. Then I let her ride me. Her pert, round bottom filled my hands. Her steady pace dragged sighs from me.

Finally, the ache of my need became acute. The tight heat of Hannah’s body turned from sweetness into slow torture, and I moaned into our kiss.

“Do it to me,” I gasped. A plea and a demand.

And she did.





Chapter 5

HANNAH

We pulled up to my parents’ house (for the second time) around nine. Matt killed the ignition and braced his hands on the wheel.

“It’s okay,” I said. “Don’t worry.”

“I hope to hell they didn’t make dinner.” He glanced at the house. The porch light cast a yellow cone over two old wicker chairs. Moths bumbled against the bulb.

“They didn’t, I’m sure. They eat early. Besides, I told Mom not to do anything special. I said we just wanted to stop by and say hello.”

“Maybe we should do this another n—”

“Love, it’s Father’s Day. There is no other night … until next year.”

“How do I look?” He fiddled with a button on his cuff.

“Honestly?” I grinned and thumbed a smudge of dirt off his cheek. “A bit like you just had sex in a field.”

“Oh, for fuck’s sake.”

“Baby, relax. I’m kidding.” I unbuckled my seat belt and leaned over to kiss his cheek, and he hauled me onto his lap. “Mmph!”

“The fucking things I feel when I look at this house. It frightens me, I swear.”

“I don’t understand.”

“Neither do I,” he said, “but I see this house and I want to give you a home, somewhere we can…” He trailed off.

Have a family, I thought. A little night owl. A little, little bird.

As soon as the thought entered my mind, I shoved it out. Violently. I wanted a career, success, love, but not some Martha Stewart vision of happiness. That wasn’t me.

So why was I picturing a small girl with blonde curls and a little green-eyed boy?

“What’s the matter?” Matt scanned my face.

“I—” I swallowed. “I want you to myself. I mean we just … just got engaged.”

“You have me to yourself. You know I’m all yours.”

“But … kids.” My voice cracked.

“Oh, bird.” He chuckled and nuzzled my cheek. “Is that what you’re worried about? We won’t start a family right away. Hell, we haven’t even set a wedding date. There’s no rush.”

“Well, what if I—” Never want kids? The words withered in my throat. I pulled back to look at Matt. He cocked his head, a touch of confusion dimming his smile. God, I couldn’t stand to disappoint him. “Um, what if I can’t … have kids?”

His smile faded completely.

“We’ll cross that bridge when we get to it.”

I traced his lips. “That bridge” indeed. It wasn’t fair to charge into marriage without telling Matt that the thought of pregnancy made me queasy. But we weren’t exactly charging into marriage. We were charging into engagement. Maybe forever. My shoulders drooped.

“There’s always adoption,” I mumbled.

His mouth twisted.

“I don’t want someone else’s kid. Is there something you’re not telling me?”

“No! No. Matt, just … kiss me.” I pressed my mouth to his spontaneously.

His fingers sifted through my hair. He gripped my jaw and tasted me deeply. I felt dizzy when he broke the kiss, oxygen starved and hungry for his mouth.

“More?” he whispered.

“Yes … please. Er—” I shifted back on his lap, my head spinning. Engagement, talk of children—things were happening too fast. Maybe Matt had been right in wanting to delay our engagement. Why mess with a good thing? Fuck, Hannah, make up your mind. “We should probably go in. It’s getting late.”

We crossed the lawn hand in hand. He passed one of the bouquets to me.

“For your sister,” he said. “You give it to her.”

Guilt nettled at me as I inhaled the flowers’ perfume. I hadn’t seen my sister since my birthday, over a month ago. She’d looked out for me after my breakup with Matt, but Matt and I had repaired things, and I’d barely given Chrissy another thought.

The front door swung open and my mother beamed at us.

“Hey, Mom.” We hugged.

Daisy’s bark resounded from the hallway. The spaniel whooshed out and lunged at Matt, then at me, panting and whining.

“Mrs. Catalano, it’s lovely to see you again.” Matt hugged my mom and gave her a kiss on the cheek. He offered the bouquet and Mom buried her nose in the blooms.

“So gorgeous. Thank you. You should be calling me Helen by now. It’s good to see you all in one piece.” She patted Matt’s cheek and he smiled graciously. I wanted the earth to swallow me. “You two are just in time for dessert. Do you like ice cream, Matt?”

He gave me a dark look.

“Uh, we already ate, Mom. Sorry. Is Chrissy around?”

“In her room.”

Matt took his cue. His social graces never failed to surprise me. “When was I here last?” he said, escorting my mother down the hall. “Thanksgiving, wasn’t it?”

I watched them turn the corner. A goofy grin pulled at my mouth. How nice to bring home a man and not a boy.

I bounded up the stairs to Chrissy’s room. I knocked once on the door.

No answer.

“Chrissy?” I called.

After a moment, a small, dry voice replied, “Han? Come in.”

I let myself into the bedroom. My nose scrunched at the smell of incense and cigarette smoke. I squinted in the dark.

“Shut the door.”

“Sure.” Frowning, I closed the door and walked to the bed where Chrissy lay, a cigarette between her fingers. She blew a stream of smoke out the window. “Mom and Dad let you smoke in here?” I peered around the room. An ashtray stood on the windowsill, an incense holder on her cluttered desk. Heaps of clothing covered the floor, along with soda cans and junk mail.

“Eh, sorta.” Chrissy pushed herself up and coughed into her hand. Her face was sallow, her body hidden beneath an oversized T-shirt. I perched on the edge of her bed.

“Flowers,” I said. “From me and Matt.”

“Oh, sweet.” She accepted the bouquet with a half-smile. “Thought I heard him.”

I edged closer to my sister, trying to get a better look at her.

“I bet he’d like to see you, if you feel like venturing downstairs.”

“I’m … not really dressed,” she said. “Some other time.”

“So what’s … going on with you lately?”

She smashed out her cigarette and stared at the peonies. Her expression puckered. I hadn’t seen my sister cry in years, and for a moment I didn’t know what was happening. Two slivers of light appeared in her eyes, tears brimming.

Then they broke and streamed down her cheeks.





Chapter 6

MATT

“This thing is priceless.” I plopped Hannah’s baby album on the counter and flipped it open. Small Hannah looked so sweet: childish round cheeks, wild dark curls, and a look of mischief that I knew well.

“I really wish Mom hadn’t given you that.” She shrugged off her purse.

We were back at the condo, having spent less than an hour at her parents’ house.

“Technically, she lent it to me.” I grinned at a glossy page of birthday pictures. There was one-year-old Hannah with frosting all over her face. “Mm, messy even in your youth…”

My innuendo flew right over her head. She gnawed on a nail and stared off in the distance.

“Hey, your dad seemed to like the cuff links.”

“Hm? Yeah.”

I began to unbutton my shirt. I felt jittery, like I’d had too much coffee or sugar.

“I’m not sure how much use he’ll get out of them, but they’re damn nice. Not to imply that your dad isn’t a classy guy.” I laughed. “He’s pretty cool. Down to earth. We had a good chat while you were talking with Chrissy…”

Hannah barely stirred.

“You want to go out for a drink or something?” I tugged her into my arms. She moved listlessly. “I did just propose. You drink for both of us and I’ll take advan—”

“Another night. It’s late and tomorrow’s Monday.”

“Mm, true.” I kissed her forehead. “I want to tell you something.”