Tenacious Trents 02 - A Perfect Gentleman - Jane Charles
For: Bernard
High school wouldn’t have been the same without you
Bentley Manor, 1789
Matthew Trent sat in the large chair facing his father, the Earl of Bentley, his bottom smarting from the whipping he’d just received. Once he was free of this room Matthew doubted he would sit again for a week. As it was, it took everything to keep from squirming to find a more comfortable position. It wasn’t his fault John had climbed the tree and then fell and broke his arm.
The earl leaned forward and braced an elbow on the desk, his bushy grey eyebrows drawn together over his nose in a frown. The man was frightening indeed. “I am disappointed in you, Matthew.”
When wasn’t his father disappointed in him or one of his three brothers except perhaps Clayton, his favorite?
“You should have stopped your brother.” His father’s right hand caressed the end of the willow switch.
“I tried, but he wouldn’t listen to me, sir.”
The earl’s face grew sterner.
Oh, please don’t let him whip me again.
Father picked up the glass of dark liquid and sipped. Matthew wanted to be from the room before the earl had too many more drinks or he was sure to be whipped again. “You need to be more authoritative when dealing with those who look up to you.”
How could he be an authority, or order John around? John was only five and Matthew just turned seven. His brother was not going to listen to him no matter what.
“How can you be a good vicar if you can’t lead your parishioners? You must be someone they look to for guidance in all things.”
Matthew swallowed. He wasn’t sure he wanted to be a vicar. It sounded too important. And, you had to be good. Very, very good to be a vicar and he wasn’t good. If he were, then his father would never need to take the willow switch to his bottom.
“You like to pray, don’t you, Matthew?” His father poured more liquid from the decanter into his glass. Was this his second or third drink?
“Yes, sir.” Matthew did pray a lot. For a long time he prayed that God would send Mother back to him. For the last week he had been praying for Adele, his step-mother, and Julia, his baby sister, to be sent back. But God hadn’t granted that prayer. Why was it so hard to give him either? God raised Lazarus from the dead easily. Instead, God let his step-mother and sister both be swept out to sea after their carriage had gone off the side of a bridge. It wasn’t fair and at this moment, Matthew was fairly certain he did not want to be a vicar. You couldn’t be a vicar and be angry with God, could you?
Matthew looked down at his lap so his father would not see the tears and blinked quickly. Crying would earn him another punishment. But, he missed Adele and Julia. Adele, more than Julia. His step-mother smelled pretty and played games with them. Julia wasn’t nearly as fun, but she would have been when she got bigger.
His father leaned back in the big leather chair and folded his hands on his large belly, thus he was no longer touching the willow switch. Matthew relaxed but didn’t alter the straight line of his spine.
“I’ve decided that since you cannot be a good influence on your brother, you need to spend more time in your studies.”
Matthew looked up and swallowed, hoping his father didn’t hear the little groan. Matthew hated to study almost as much as he hated his tutor, Mr. Pomroy. The man liked to smack his knuckles as often as father took the switch to him or his brothers.
“You are to visit Vicar Hinrich each afternoon for additional education to prepare you to be the perfect vicar.”
Matthew perked up. He liked Vicar Hinrich, very much. And, his wife made the most delicious cherry tarts.
His father leaned forward once again, and caressed the willow as if he were the softest silk. “I expect you to excel at your studies, Matthew. You are my third son and need a way to support yourself. I expect nothing but perfection from you.”
Yorkshire, England, October, 1813
Grace Cooper ran across the field of wildflowers, one hand on her bonnet to keep it in place. The church bells tolled in the distance and she picked up speed. A lady would have taken the carriage, or at least traveled upon the road. But, as she was simply the daughter of landed gentry, lady not attached to her name; Grace reasoned a simple miss could do as she pleased – almost.
The new vicar was to give the sermon today. She had not yet met him, but rumors and gossip claimed him to be quite young, and handsome. Not that it mattered. Grace just didn’t like to leave a poor first impression. She frowned. Which was exactly what would occur when she entered the sanctuary several minutes late.
Perhaps he wouldn’t notice. The church was sure to be full, if not over packed. Everyone would come to see and hear him. Oh, how she wished she could recall his name. She was certain several people had told her, but the information was no longer in her mind.
Grace crested the hill and looked down at the simple parish church. Curricles, carriages, landaus and horses crowded along the circular drive. She had never seen so many show for Sunday Services. Perhaps there wouldn’t even be a seat available. It would serve her right. If she hadn’t tarried in the dairy, she would have arrived on time.
Gaining more momentum than she planned going down the hill, Grace had to force herself to slow before she lost her footing and rolled the rest of the way. Arriving late was one thing. Arriving late and disheveled was another matter entirely.
Grace reached the front of the church and skidded to a halt. A quick tap of her head fixed her hat, a pat across her dress smoothed the material, and a stomp of her foot loosened a chunk of dirt stuck to her shoe. After a deep breath, she smiled as she opened the door and stepped in. The parishioners were seated and she stopped short. The minister pinned her with a look and frowned. Heat infused her face. Yes, a very bad impression, indeed. But, it could not be helped.
The rumors were correct. He was young, and handsome. She couldn’t tell the color of his eyes, but his hair was a rich brown with a hint of red. Few lines marred his face, and his lips were firm.
Instead of walking further up the aisle to her regular pew, Grace attempted to slide in to the last bench next to Mrs. Montgomery. The woman harrumphed and refused to move so Grace had to step around her to the empty space.
The new minister glanced over his notes and she studied him. Vicars were usually older, with thin or graying hair. This one couldn’t be over thirty. Of course, most ministers probably started out young. She had just never met a vicar this young before.
Grace glanced over at Mrs. Montgomery and noted the narrowing of her eyes. She was probably imagining her daughter marrying such a pillar of the community right now. Too bad Audrey wasn’t here to dissuade her mother.
Matthew, Vicar Trent to his parishioners, tried to ignore the knot in his stomach, paused in his sermon and looked at those gathered in the pews, staring at him. They appeared attentive, for the moment at least. This was the most important sermon of his life. Or at least it seemed that way. The dozens who looked up at him were the very ones who would now seek his guidance. He could not make an error. This message had to be perfect, just as he was required to be perfect. So far, the sermon had been.
The door opened and beams of sunlight bathed the newly polished wood floor. A young woman stepped into the back of the sanctuary. Her smile lit the room and for a moment all his thoughts fled. Deep mahogany hair shone from the sun and arranged curls fell to her shoulders. Her smile was crooked, the left side higher than the right, which he found endearing. One eyebrow was slightly elevated, as if she knew something nobody else did. He could not take his eyes off of her.
Someone cleared their throat and Matt’s face grew warm. This was not the time, or place, to be dumbstruck by a pretty girl.
He gritted his teeth and glanced down at his outline. He’d just finished with the poor in spirit. Next was blessed are those who mourn. Matthew looked up and out the windows to the right of the church. A cemetery lay just beyond. How many in this room had a loved one resting under the neatly clipped grass beyond these walls? He knew about mourning all too well. First his mother, then his step-mother and half-sister, all before the age of seven.
Matthew closed his eyes and took a deep breath. He had been doing well until the young woman walked into the sanctuary and now he couldn’t seem to concentrate on what came next. He had been nervous, no to be honest, he had been scared before delivering the sermon in the first church he had been assigned. He wasn’t ready for this. After years of training he still wasn’t prepared for the vocation assigned to him. As long as he could remember he had been told he would be a vicar, and that is what he became. And, even if he could do something else with his life, Matthew didn’t know what that would be, so he would be the perfect vicar, as was expected.
He put his hand in his pocket to caress the familiar foolscap. He did not need to read it to know what it said. Be perfect, therefore, as your heavenly Father is perfect. Matthew 5:45.
Matthew cleared his throat and focused once again at his parishioners. “Blessed are those who mourn, for they will be comforted. What Jesus is telling us is that no matter how deep the sin or how unbearable the loss, He is here to comfort us. The Lord God will soothe your pain, take away your sin, bring you comfort. You only have to trust in Him.”