Shayna’s kiss to her groom was probably the only thing that saved Liam’s ass. The couple had abandoned their seats at the head table to hang with us. We laughed a lot. It was just like the great moments we’d had at our house . . . once upon a time when Aric and I were still together.
I’d sat on Bren’s lap after Shayna and Koda chose my seat to make out on. They hadn’t been able to keep their hands off each other. I supposed their near-death experience had brought them ever closer.
“You do realize the honeymoon hasn’t officially started?” Liam joked.
Koda growled at him, but then ignored him to continue kissing Shayna. From the bar, Heidi waved enthusiastically, happy to have been invited to the wedding. But how could we not have? After all, she’d saved Taran’s life.
“I’d like to butter her bun,” Bren muttered as he took a bite out of his roll.
“I think she can hear you,” Danny warned.
Bren rolled his eyes. “That’s the point, man.” He finished his meal, then hauled me onto the floor to slow-dance. We’d barely taken two steps when Aric asked to cut in. Bren shoved me into Aric’s arms when I hesitated. He also slapped my butt for good measure. I growled at him. He’d pay for that.
When Aric first held me, it felt awkward. It was like being thirteen at the seventh grade dance again. But as the familiar warmth encompassed us, I relaxed into his arms. I kept thinking we’d just dance until a fast song played. But then another slow song came on, followed by a few more. I used it as an excuse to hold Aric one last time. I guessed his thoughts mimicked mine, because he pulled me closer and caressed my back. Peace and security filled my soul once more, until one of the servers approached. “Excuse me, sir. There’s a woman outside who wants to see you. She claims to be your fiancée.”
I braced myself against Aric’s chest, waiting for him to release me for the last time. He continued to hold me as if the server hadn’t interrupted our dance, speaking in a soft murmur that carried the weight of our regret. “I never apologized to you about Barbara.”
I cringed from the sudden stab in my heart. “Aric, please don’t say her name. Knowing you’re with her every night is killing me.”
“Celia, I swear I haven’t touched her.” He closed his eyes and sighed deeply, placing his forehead gently against mine. “How can I make you understand?” he whispered. “I’m with her only because I have to be. I don’t get a choice. If I did, I’d choose you.” His lips brushed over mine. “You’re the one I want to marry. You’re the one I want to bear my children. You’re the one I want to grow old with. I love you, sweetness. I always have. I just can’t actually have you.”
And at those words my tigress wept. Aric’s tears fell on my cheeks, mixing with mine. I didn’t think the pain could get any worse, but then he kissed me.
What started out slow and tender quickly turned passionate and desperate.
“Aric!” Barbara yelled from the front of the hall.
I tried to pull away, but his grip tightened, and our kiss intensified.
“Excuse me. This is a private party, and you are not invited,” Emme scolded.
“Get out of my way, little girl,” Barbara warned.
High heels stormed across the dance floor. I knew they were Taran’s even before she wigged out. “Wag more, bark less, bitch!”
Gemini spoke calmly. “Barbara, Aric is busy at the moment. I’m sure he’ll be with you soon enough.”
“I can see he’s busy, Gemini!”
I tried to pull away, not wanting a fight to break out at my sister’s wedding. Aric realized we couldn’t be together. And I did, too. This was our moment of weakness, one I clung to as long as I could. But now it was time to let go.
I broke away from his grasp and stepped back, though my arms ached with the need to hold him. “Things have changed, Aric. Not just for you, but for me as well.” I shuddered, dreading what I had to say. “I’ve made a decision. One I hope you’ll respect, and one I hope you’ll someday forgive me for.”
His ardor fused me in place while he struggled to control his ragged breaths. “What did you do?”
I stepped forward to touch his face. “I can’t explain it all now. Just know that I love you, no matter what happens.”
I kissed his lips quickly and shifted before he could stop me. I surfaced in the coat closet, although not alone. Heidi was there, naked. And so was Danny.
I slapped my hands over my eyes. Damn. She wasn’t even a librarian.
“Oh. Hi, Celia,” Heidi mumbled.