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Without You(9)

By:Kelly Elliott


I slammed on the brakes.

Will shouted, "Shit! Lex, what are you doing?"

"Seriously, Will? Mr. Bell stood there and gave me a rundown on the  different types of condoms. If my father had walked in two minutes  earlier, I would have been the one getting caught buying condoms, and  then my father would have killed both of us!"

Will looked at me and then busted out laughing. I rolled my eyes and  floored the gas. The more he laughed, the more I attempted to hold my  laughter in.

By the time we drove up to Will's house, he had been laughing  hysterically for a while, especially after I'd told him how Mr. Bell  described each condom.

Will jumped out of the truck, opened the back door, and grabbed the bag.  We met in the front of his truck, and his smile faded as he searched my  face.

He placed his hand on my face and whispered, "I love you, Lex. I don't want to do anything you're not ready for."

My heart slammed in my chest, and I realized I'd been holding my breath.  I slowly let it out and smiled. "I love you, too, Will. I'm not going  to lie and say I'm not scared 'cause I am, but I know in my heart that I  want this more than anything."         

     


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Will smiled again as he leaned down and gently kissed me. He took my  hand in his and slowly led me to his house. The moment we walked inside,  my heart began racing, and my head was spinning.

Will walked us upstairs and stopped outside his bedroom. He turned and  leaned back against his door. "Tell me what you want, Lex."

I looked into his eyes, and my heart instantly began to speed up. I knew  what I wanted. I knew what I needed. "You. I want you, Will."





I never thought I'd experience the feelings I had at this moment. The  moment Lex said she wanted me, my heart ramped up into overdrive.

I need to make this special for her.

Lex looked calm, too calm.

She walked up to me and pushed her body into mine. "Please don't make me beg, Will."

Oh. Dear. God.

She brushed her lips against mine, and it didn't take long before I was  lost in her kiss. What started out as soft and gentle turned passionate  and hungry. I reached for the doorknob and opened the door to my  bedroom. Before I knew it, I had Lex on the bed, and we were kissing  like we'd never kissed before.

"Jesus, Lex. I've never felt this way before," I whispered when I finally broke our kiss.

She closed her eyes and then opened them again. She had the most  beautiful blue eyes I'd ever seen. Her brown hair was lying against my  pillow, and she looked sexy as hell.

"Will, my body is aching for you."

I swallowed hard and sat up. She looked at me, confused, as she sat up, too.

"Lex, before we do this, I want to do something. I mean, I want to give you something."

She smiled that sweet smile of hers, and my heart melted. There wasn't  anything I wouldn't do for her. Leaning back, I reached into my pocket  and pulled out the ring box. I took a deep breath and looked at her. She  was staring at the box. She slowly looked up into my eyes. She seemed  scared. I knew she was probably thinking it was an engagement ring, but  we weren't ready for that right now.

I smiled as I opened the box, revealing the promise ring my mother had  helped me design. The ring meant the world to me because not only did my  mother help design it, but my grandfather had made it. He had taken up  making jewelry after he retired, and he had made a successful business  out of it.

"Lex, I want to give you this promise ring as a symbol of my love and my  commitment to our future together. I want you to know that when we make  love tonight, when I take you as mine, I intend on making you mine  forever."

Lex let out a small sob and quickly wiped away the tears rolling down  her face. She looked into my eyes and whispered, "It's beyond  beautiful."

I reached for her hand and slipped the ring onto her finger. The ring  was white gold with four small round diamonds framing the center  diamond. The band consisted of two rows of diamonds that formed an  infinity symbol on each side.

Lex started crying harder as I pulled her hand up. I kissed the back of it and then the ring.

"My mother helped design it, and my grandfather made it. This ring was made especially for you, sweetheart. I hope you like it."

"Will, it's the most beautiful ring. I love it!" She threw herself into my arms and held on to me tightly.

My heart was soaring, and I knew I had set the tone for what I hoped would be the most amazing night of her life.

I pulled back and looked into her baby-blue eyes. "I love you, Lex."

The left side of her mouth moved up into a smile. She pulled her T-shirt  up and over her head, and it felt like all the breath had been knocked  from my body.

"I love you, too, Will."

I stood up and dropped the box onto the floor. I reached for her hands  and pulled her up into a standing position. When I reached down and  touched her stomach, she jumped slightly. I moved my hand down and began  to unbutton her jeans. My heart was pounding so hard in my chest that  it echoed in my ears. I was sure Lex could hear it.

I dropped to my knees. She held on to my shoulder while I pulled her  shoes off. I reached up and began removing her jeans. I looked back up  at her body and let out a moan. She was wearing black lace panties that  matched her bra.

"Your body is so beautiful, Lex." I placed my hands on her hips, and I watched goose bumps cover her entire body.

When I gently kissed her stomach, she let out a long, soft moan. Her  hands went to my hair, and I had to force myself not to push her panties  down and bury myself in her.

A few weeks ago, the guys had been sitting around, and Luke had talked  about his sexual encounters and orgasms. He'd said a girl needed to have  a few orgasms before her first time. Luke's words popped into my head.

If given the chance, give her the first one through oral sex.         

     


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I wanted to taste Lex, but I wasn't sure how she would feel about it. I  slowly began pulling her panties off as she moved one hand and began  touching her breast through her bra.

Holy shit. I'm gonna come before I even get inside her.

"Oh God, Will … yes," she whispered.

If I'd thought my heart was beating hard a minute ago, it was about to  pound the fuck out of my chest. She stepped out of her panties, and I  just stared at her.

I closed my eyes and then looked up at her. "Lex, I want to taste you."

She snapped her head down and looked into my eyes. When she smiled and  nodded her head, I was pretty sure all the blood rushed straight to my  dick. It was so hard that it hurt, and I was almost positive I was about  to pass out. I stood up and reached behind her to unclasp her bra. I  gently pushed it off her shoulders and looked at her amazing breasts.

"Lex … I'm about to die."

She giggled. "Please don't. You've got me so worked up, Will. Please … "

"Lie down on the bed, Lex. I want you to be comfortable."

She bit down on her lower lip and quickly moved onto the bed. When she  lay down on my bed, I had to close my eyes. I'd been dreaming of being  with her for so long, and now, my dreams were coming true. I moved onto  the bed and got between her legs. When I placed my hands on her upper  legs, she jumped.

"Lex?"

She shook her head. "Please don't stop. It's just … your touch, Will. It  always makes my body feel like electricity is running through it."

I swallowed hard. I didn't want to mess this up for her. "Lex, I've  never … I mean … you're the first person I've ever done anything like this  with. Baby, I just want it to feel good."

She lifted herself up and rested her body on her elbows. I saw the tears  building in her eyes, and I wasn't sure if they were happy tears or  what-in-the-fuck-am-I-doing tears.

She smiled sweetly and said, "Will, it's all going to be perfect because it's you. I've dreamed of this for so long."

I smiled at her and then moved between her legs. She was still watching  me as I gently began kissing her inner thigh. When I looked up at her,  she was chewing on her bottom lip. I used my tongue and ran it up her  thigh, and she dropped her head back and let out a whimper.

I started kissing her again, all around her sweetness. Lex's breathing  was increasing as I got closer and closer to the spot I'd dreamed about  for years. I pulled back and closed my eyes as my dick throbbed in my  pants. I took a deep breath and quickly swiped my tongue up and across  her lips and clit.

"Oh my God!" Lex cried out.

Fuck. This is and will always be the hottest moment of my life.

One taste of her, and I needed more. I repeated my action, but this  time, I moved my tongue around her clit. Lex pushed her hands into my  hair and pulled my face closer to her. I couldn't help but smile. I  began playing with her clit as I moved my finger up and slipped it  inside her.

"Will … feels … oh God. Yes."

Holy shit.

I moved my fingers in and out of her body as she began to rock her hips.

"Yes. More. Will, please more."