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Three Weeks With Lady X(2)

By:Eloisa James


Dibbleshire's head swung up and he peered at India.

"Miss Landel is barely out of the schoolroom," Lady Dibbleshire put in,  nimbly taking up the ball. "You can guide her into maturity, Howard."

He blinked rapidly at this idea, clearly reconsidering his infatuation  now that he'd learned the object of his adoration was four years older  than he.

India suppressed the instinct to pat the corners of her eyes for  wrinkles and composed her face to look old. Almost elderly. Presumably  her white-blond hair would help; Adelaide was always pestering her to  tint it one color or another. "Lord Dibbleshire, I shall hold your  proposal sacrosanct, enshrined in my memory." She held her breath.                       
       
           



       

His lordship's chest swelled and he said, "I commend your intention to  retire from this invidious profession, if one can call it that, Lady  Xenobia. And I wish you all possible good fortune, of course."

His love for her was dead.

Right.

A few moments later India walked upstairs to a small sitting room that  Lady Dibbleshire had designated as her and her godmother's retreat  during the renovation process. Catching sight of herself in a mirror,  she peered closer to see whether wrinkles indeed radiated out from her  eyes. She couldn't see any. In fact, at twenty-six, she looked fairly  the same as she had at sixteen: too much hair, too much lower lip, too  much bosom.

There was no visible sign of the hard knot in her chest, the one that  tightened every time she thought about accepting a proposal of marriage.

She was good at refusing men. It was the idea of accepting one that made  her feel as if she couldn't breathe. But she had to marry. She couldn't  go on like this forever, moving from house to house, dragging her  godmother with her.

After she had been orphaned at fifteen and sent to live in Adelaide's  disordered, chaotic house, India had quickly realized that if she didn't  organize her godmother's household, no one would. And after Lady  Adelaide had lavishly praised India to one of her friends, boasting that  they would pay a visit that summer and "straighten everything out,"  India had tackled the friend's household as well. One thing had led to  another, and for the last ten years she and Adelaide had made two or  three such visits a year.

It was exhilarating to create order from chaos. She would renovate a  room or two, turn the staffing upside down, and leave, knowing that the  household would run like clockwork, at least until the owners mucked it  up again. Every house presented a different-and fascinating-challenge.

But it was time to stop. To marry. The problem was that having sifted  through so many households, she had received an intimate view of  marriage, without seeing anything that particularly recommended the  marital state . . . except children.

That had been the hardest part of her job, finding nannies and  refurbishing nurseries for young women her own age. Her longing for a  baby had brought her to the decision that it was time to marry.

The only question was who to marry.

Or should that be whom to marry?

She was never certain of her grammar, thanks to her father's inability  to keep a governess. Servants, it seemed, didn't like going unpaid.  Moreover, God-fearing English servants also disliked the fact that their  masters danced naked in the moonlight.

India winced at the memory. She had spent years trailing her parents,  her vibrant, loving, half-mad parents, longing for affection, attention,  even supper. . . . They had loved her. Surely.

Everyone's parents had good and bad sides. Her parents had loved her,  which was good. They had danced attendance on a moon goddess instead of  the Queen of England, which was bad.

They had sometimes forgotten to feed her. That was the worst.

Without question, her fear of marriage really went back to her  childhood. Marriage meant trusting a husband to take care of her,  instead of taking care of herself. It meant accepting that he would be  in charge of their accounts. The very idea of a man like Dibbleshire  talking to an estate manager made her shiver.

She swallowed hard. She thought she could get used to living with a man. But could she obey one?

Her father had been very dear, but he had played ducks and drakes with  the estate, neglecting to pay the baker's and butler's accounts, as well  as regularly forgetting the existence of his only child. He and her  mother had died during a trip to London that they took for an unknown  reason, although they'd had no money for such an excursion.

It wasn't unreasonable for her stomach to clench at the idea of putting herself in the hands of a man.

Still, she could do it-with one minor tweak.

She simply had to find a man who was sweet and kind, and smart enough to  realize that she should be the one to run their household.

If she, Xenobia India St. Clair, expert at turning chaos into order, truly put her mind to the task, how hard could it be?





Chapter Two



The same day

40, Hanover Square

London residence of Mr. Tobias Dautry, Esq.

By right of birth, a duke's eldest son should be sleek and  self-satisfied, assured of land and titles by England's laws of  primogeniture. He ought to have no worries greater than the threat of  split breeches while riding to the hounds, or a mistress who leaves him  for a marquess with a better command of his tool.

But that would be an eldest son born within wedlock.

It is an entirely different story if the son in question is  illegitimate, born of a ravishing but itinerant opera singer, a woman  who had paused at the Duke of Villiers's country estate long enough to  give birth to a son and wandered on like a lark seeking warmer climes.                       
       
           



       

Thorn Dautry was neither sleek nor self-satisfied. Even when he seemed  relaxed, he was alert to possible danger, and with good reason: he'd  spent his formative years warding off death.

As an adult, he'd become a man who controlled his world and everything  and everyone in it, and he didn't bother to pretend he didn't know the  reason. Not when he was sitting across from his best friend, Vander,  whose childhood had had just as formative an effect on him.

A deep voice broke the silence in the library. "I don't approve, Thorn.  While Laetitia Rainsford won't make a terrible wife for some fellow,  she's not right for you. Why in God's name did you choose her?"

Evander Septimus Brody, future Duke of Pindar, was sprawled opposite, a  brandy glass balanced on his stomach. Vander had been Thorn's closest  friend since Eton, when both of them had been bent on proving themselves  with their fists. Their failure to beat each other senseless had led to  a lifelong bond.

Sometimes Thorn felt he and Vander were two sides of the same coin: he, a  duke's illegitimate son who had to fight off the world's opinion, and  Vander, a duke's legitimate son who didn't fit the mold. Vander was too  direct, too male, too violent to suit the sensibilities of English  society.

Thorn raised an eyebrow. Laetitia was widely viewed as the most  exquisite woman on the marriage mart. Her charms were obvious. "You  really can't guess?"

"Oh, I know she's beautiful. And you'd be stealing her from any number  of young bucks who write sonnets to her nose. But she's not right for  you."

"How can you know that?" Thorn was genuinely curious. Vander didn't look  like a future duke-his hair was shaggy, and he had the jaw of a  prizefighter, not a nobleman-and he didn't act like one either. He never  went to balls, so how in the hell would he have met a virtuous young  lady like Miss Laetitia Rainsford?

"I was seated beside her at a dinner party given by my uncle. She certainly is pretty enough. But as your wife?"

"I've made up my mind. She's the one." Thorn took a drink, returning his  brandy glass to precisely the same spot on the side table. "She is  beautiful, well born, and well bred. What more could I want?"

"A brain," Vander stated, his eyes not leaving Thorn's face.

"I don't look for intelligence in bed," Thorn said dryly. In his  estimation, Laetitia had all the requisite qualities for bedding and  mothering, even if a high degree of intelligence didn't seem to be one  of them. "I believe one of the reasons that my factories thrive is that I  suit talent to position. In fact, I see no meaningful difference  between the two."

Vander snorted. "You think I'm harsh? You will have to live with the woman!"

"That's true, but I also live with my butler," Thorn pointed out.  "What's the difference, really, besides the fact I don't have to share a  bed with Iffley? Laetitia will be the mother of my children, and it is  my distinct impression that she is an excellent nurturer. In fact, I met  her in the Round Pond in Kensington Gardens, where she was watching  boys sail toy boats."