The Silkworm(13)

An example from my second Novel Melina's Sacrifice.'

As they made their way towards the Forest of Harderell Lendor raised his handsome profile to see how near they were to it. His well-maintained body, honed by horseback-riding and archery skills  –



Scroll up,' said Strike, see what else there is about Quine.'

Robin obliged, pausing on a post from 21 October.



So TFW calls and he can't see me (again.) Family problems. What can I do except say that I understand? I knew it would be complicated when we fell in love. I can't be openly explicit on this but Ill just say he's stuck with a wife he doesn't love because of a Third Party. Not his fault. Not the Third Party's fault. The wife won't let him go even if it's the best thing for everyone so we're locked into what sometimes feels like it's Purgatory

The Wife knows about me and pretend's not to. I don't know how she can stnad living with a man who wants to be with someone else because I know I couldn't do it. TFW says she's always put the Third Party before everything else including HIm. Strange how often being a Carer' masks deep Selfishness.

Some people will say its all my fault for falling in love with a Married man. Your not telling me anything my friends, mySsister and my own Mother don't tell me all the time. I've tried to call it off and what can I say except The Heart has it's reasons, which Reasons don't know. And now tonight I'm crying over him all over again for a brand new Reason. He tells me he's nearly finished his Masterpiece, the book he says is the Best he's ever written. I hope you'll like it. You're in it.'

What do you say when a Famous Writer writes you into what he says is his best book? I understand what he's giving me in way's a Non-Writer can't. It makes you feel proud and humble. Yes there are people we Writer's let into our hearts, but into our Books?! That's special. That's different.

Can't help loving TFW. The Heart has it's Reasons.



There was an exchange of comments below.



What would you say if I told you he'd read a bit to me? Pippa2011

You'd better be joking Pip he won't read me any!!! Kath

You wait. Pippa2011 xxxx



Interesting,' said Strike. Very interesting. When Kent attacked me last night, she assured me that someone called Pippa wanted to kill me.'

Look at this, then!' said Robin in excitement, scrolling down to 9 November.



The first time I ever met TFW he said to me "Your not writing properly unless someone is bleeding, probably you". As follower's of this Blog know I've Metaphorically opened my veins both here and also in my novels. But today I feel like I have been Fatally stabbed by somebodywho I had learned to trust.

O Macheath! thou hast robb'd me of my Quiet  –  to see thee tortur'd would give me Pleasure.'



Where's that quotation from?' asked Strike.

Robin's nimble fingers danced across the keyboard.

The Beggar's Opera, by John Gay.'

Erudite, for a woman who confuses "you're" and "your" and goes in for random capitalisation.'

We can't all be literary geniuses,' said Robin reproachfully.

Thank Christ for that, from all I'm hearing about them.'

But look at the comment under the quotation,' said Robin, returning to Kathryn's blog. She clicked on the link and a single sentence was revealed.



I'll turn the handle on the f*@%ing rack for you Kath.



This comment, too, had been made by Pippa2011.

Pippa sounds a handful, doesn't she?' commented Strike. Anything about what Kent does for a living on here? I'm assuming she's not paying the bills with her erotic fantasies.'

That's a bit odd, too. Look at this bit.'

On 28 October, Kathryn had written:



Like most Writers I also have a day job. I can't say to much about it for secuty reasons. This week security has been tightened at our Facility again which means in consequence that my officious Co-Worker (born again Christian, sanctimnious on the subject of my private life) an excuse to suggest to management that blogs e.tc should be viewed in case sensitive Information is revealed. Frotunately it seems sense has prevailed and no action is being taken.



Mysterious,' said Strike. Tightened security …  women's prison? Psychiatric hospital? Or are we talking industrial secrets?'

And look at this, on the thirteenth of November.'

Robin scrolled right down to the most recent post on the blog, which was the only entry after that in which Kathryn claimed to have been fatally stabbed.



My beloved sister has lost her long battle with breast cancer three days ago. Thank you all for your good wishes and support.



Two comments had been added below this, which Robin opened.

Pippa2011 had written:



So sorry to hear this Kath. Sending you all the love in the world xxx.



Kathryn had replied:



Thanks Pippa your a real friend xxxx



Kathryn's advance thanks for multiple messages of support sat very sadly above the short exchange.

Why?' asked Strike heavily.

Why what?' said Robin, looking up at him.

Why do people do this?'

Blog, you mean? I don't know …  didn't someone once say the unexamined life isn't worth living?'

Yeah, Plato,' said Strike, but this isn't examining a life, it's exhibiting it.'

Oh God!' said Robin, slopping tea down herself as she gave a guilty start. I forgot, there's something else! Christian Fisher called just as I was walking out the door last night. He wants to know if you're interested in writing a book.'

He what?'

A book,' said Robin, fighting the urge to laugh at the expression of disgust on Strike's face. About your life. Your experiences in the army and solving the Lula Landry-'

Call him back,' Strike said, and tell him no, I'm not interested in writing a book.'

He drained his mug and headed for the peg where an ancient leather jacket now hung beside his black overcoat.

You haven't forgotten tonight?' Robin said, with the knot that had temporarily dissolved tight in her stomach again.

Tonight?'

Drinks,' she said desperately. Me. Matthew. The King's Arms.'

No, haven't forgotten,' he said, wondering why she looked so tense and miserable. 'Spect I'll be out all afternoon, so I'll see you there. Eight, was it?'

Six thirty,' said Robin, tenser than ever.

Six thirty. Right. I'll be there …  Venetia.'

She did a double-take.

How did you know-?'

It's on the invitation,' said Strike. Unusual. Where did that come from?'

I was  –  well, I was conceived there, apparently,' she said, pink in the face. In Venice. What's your middle name?' she asked over his laughter, half amused, half cross. C. B. Strike  –  what's the B?'
 
 

 

Got to get going,' said Strike. See you at eight.'

Six thirty!' she bellowed at the closing door.



Strike's destination that afternoon was a shop that sold electronic accessories in Crouch End. Stolen mobile phones and laptops were unlocked in a back room, the personal information therein extracted, and the purged devices and the information were then sold separately to those who could use them.

The owner of this thriving business was causing Mr Gunfrey, Strike's client, considerable inconvenience. Mr Gunfrey, who was every bit as crooked as the man whom Strike had tracked to his business headquarters, but on a larger and more flamboyant scale, had made a mistake in treading on the wrong toes. It was Strike's view that Gunfrey needed to clear out while he was ahead. He knew of what this adversary was capable; they had an acquaintance in common.

The target greeted Strike in an upstairs office that smelled as bad as Elizabeth Tassel's, while two shell-suited youths lolled around in the background picking their nails. Strike, who was impersonating a thug for hire recommended by their mutual acquaintance, listened as his would-be employer confided that he was intending to target Mr Gunfrey's teenage son, about whose movements he was frighteningly well informed. He went so far as to offer Strike the job: five hundred pounds to cut the boy. (I don't want no murder, jussa message to his father, you get me?')

It was gone six before Strike managed to extricate himself from the premises. His first call, once he had made sure he had not been followed, was to Mr Gunfrey himself, whose appalled silence told Strike that he had at last realised what he was up against.

Strike then phoned Robin.

Going to be late, sorry,' he said.

Where are you?' she asked, sounding strained. He could hear the sounds of the pub behind her: conversation and laughter.

Crouch End.'

Oh God,' he heard her say under her breath. It'll take you ages-'

I'll get a cab,' he assured her. Be as quick as I can.'

Why, Strike wondered, as he sat in the taxi rumbling along Upper Street, had Matthew chosen a pub in Waterloo? To make sure that Strike had to travel a long way? Payback for Strike having chosen pubs convenient to him on their previous attempts to meet? Strike hoped the King's Arms served food. He was suddenly very hungry.

It took forty minutes to reach his destination, partly because the row of nineteenth-century workers' cottages where the pub stood was blocked to traffic. Strike chose to get out and end the curmudgeonly taxi driver's attempt to make sense of the street numbering, which appeared not to follow a logical sequence, and proceeded on foot, wondering whether the difficulty of finding the place had influenced Matthew's choice.

The King's Arms turned out to be a picturesque Victorian corner pub the entrances of which were surrounded by a mixture of professional young men in suits and what looked like students, all smoking and drinking. The small crowd parted easily as he approached, giving him a wider berth than was strictly necessary even for a man of his height and breadth. As he crossed the threshold into the small bar Strike wondered, not without a faint hope that it might happen, whether he might be asked to leave on account of his filthy clothes.