Straddling the Line(14)

"I'll go with you."

"For some reason a lot of men can't handle the breastfeeding conversation," Liz said with a wry smile.

Haven laughed. "I'd love to see Genevieve when she wakes. I've kind of got a thing for babies."

"The funny thing is, I never did. I was totally career focused. I had  planned to be single, to devote my life to my career. Then Gavin  happened, and my whole world went to shit. I fell in love, we got  married, and suddenly I'm a mom. And the baby cries constantly, seems to  barf incessantly, and hasn't slept a full night yet. I'm an absolute  wreck and, God, I love her madly. I must be insane."

Haven laughed. "The whole love, marriage, and motherhood thing must suit you, though, because you look absolutely gorgeous."

"Well, thank you. I have to admit I've never been happier doing something I never thought I'd be happy doing."

Haven admired Liz's honesty about motherhood. Many women tried to  portray themselves as perfect mothers, while Liz spelled out the awful  reality of those first few months of sleeplessness and crying babies.  "I've known a few friends who've had babies. It's that all-consuming  kind of love, isn't it?"

"Like nothing I've ever felt before. And Gavin is the same way. Even  when Genevieve is up all night, he'll get up with me to change her and  he'll hold her and walk with her when she's crying. We've both learned a  new kind of patience we never thought we'd have."

Haven smiled. "I'm very happy for both of you."

"Thanks. Now tell me what you do."

"I'm working for the network, doing an extensive interview and bio on Trevor."         

     



 

"He's a fine one," Liz said, picking up her glass of water. "Oh, so  talented. Not many athletes have been able to do what he's done."

Haven spotted Trevor in a group of his teammates, laughing at something  one of them said. She felt a little tingle when he looked her way and  smiled. "I know. He definitely has that ‘it' factor."

"He's also very sexy, and no woman has managed to pin him down yet. Will  you be delving into his personal life at all during your piece?"

"Mmmm, somewhat. At least as far as he lets me. I know a little about  him because we went to college together. My parents were his dorm  parents."

"Oh, I like that connection. Gives you a bit of an up on the personal side."

"I don't know about that. But he said he only agreed to do this if I was the one to interview him."

Liz studied her, her blue-eyed gaze intent on her. "Hmm. Maybe he likes you."

"I don't think so. I think he trusts me not to screw him over and make him look bad."

Liz looked across the room at Trevor, then back at her. "Oh, I don't  know about that, Haven. I've seen him casting looks your way. It's more  than just him trusting you. There's some kind of chemistry thing going  on between you."

The room suddenly felt warmer. "You think so?"

"Believe me, a woman knows these things. I'm surprised you haven't caught on to those heated glances he's throwing your way."

"Who's throwing heated glances whose way?"

Alicia, who'd asked the question, took a seat next to them.

"Trevor. At Haven. She seems oblivious," Liz said.

"Really."

Haven was mortified and wanted to go hide in the bathroom. "He's not  looking at me in any kind of way. We've never had . . . that kind of  relationship."

"Well, maybe it's time you did. After all, the two of you have known  each other forever. Maybe he's had a crush on you for years. Like, since  college."

Haven shot Liz a look. "I can assure you he never even noticed me in  college. I tutored him back then, and he was way more interested in  getting away from me so he could go party or play football than he was  in getting in my pants."

"Considering how hot and gorgeous you are, I'd wager he wants in your pants now," Alicia said with a knowing smile.

Haven couldn't help but let out a laugh at that comment. "Well, thanks. I  think. But that ship has sailed. We have a professional working  relationship, so that simply can't happen."

Liz looked at Alicia, and the two of them laughed.

"Gavin and I very much had a professional working relationship," Liz  said. "And now our daughter is sleeping peacefully upstairs."

"So did Garrett and I," Alicia added. "And we're getting married in a few months."

"That's great for you two. But I have no intention of marrying Trevor."

"No one says you have to," Liz said. "But for God's sake, don't let work get in the way of having some fun with a hot man."

She'd never thought of it that way, had purposely avoided trying to feel  anything for the past-God, for the past year. Her emotions, her  feelings-everything-had been shut down after her dad's death.

Now, though, it seemed as if she was slowly awakening again. Feeling again.

Wanting again.

At the worst possible time.

"It's not a good time for me. My dad passed away last year, and I'm just  now getting my feet wet in this new job. I have to focus."

Alicia grasped her hand.

"I'm sorry," Liz said. "That had to have been so hard for you."

"It was. It's kept me in a funk. He and I were really close. I'm glad to  have this new assignment, because I just started working for the  network and it's a great opportunity. I don't want to do anything to  screw it up."

"And you think messing around with Trevor would jeopardize your job?" Alicia asked.

"I can't see how it couldn't."

Liz leaned back on the sofa. "Well, I thought much the same thing about  my job when I was representing Gavin as his agent, and he and I got  involved. Talk about a major conflict of interest. But when chemistry is  involved, there's not much that'll hold two people back who really want  to be with each other, you know?"

She could see how Gavin and Liz would fit together. Liz was definitely a  dynamo who said what was on her mind. And Gavin-he was hot. "Yes, I can  see that."

"So how do you really feel about Trevor? Any . . . feelings there for him?" Alicia asked.         

     



 

She took a deep breath and chanced a look at him across the room. It was  as if he could sense her, because his gaze pulled away from his friends  and landed on her, and again, there was that wickedly sexy smile of his  that never failed to get her motor running.

She smiled back, just a little one, and returned her attention to Alicia and Liz.

"There's something. I just don't know how to categorize it. He kind of  ignored me in college, so I never thought he was interested."

"But you were interested in him?" Liz asked.

"Yeah. I had an epic crush on him, but nothing ever came of it since he pretty much ignored me."

"College guys can be dumb and oblivious sometimes," Alicia said. "All  the guys I was interested in in college never knew I existed."

Liz nodded. "But it seems as if he's interested now. The question is, what should you do about it?"

She enjoyed having these women to talk to. Her friends back home had all  scattered after college, and while they e-mailed back and forth, she  didn't have a lot of women to talk to, especially after her dad died.  Her emotions had been in flux, and she'd been a ball of confusion. "I  don't know. I'm not sure I trust my feelings right now."

"Maybe you should just do what feels right-what makes you happy," Liz said.

She glanced over at Trevor again. "Maybe I should."





EIGHT




TREVOR KEPT AN EYE ON HAVEN WHILE HE WAS TALKING with the guys. She  seemed engrossed in conversation with Alicia and Liz, and eventually  disappeared upstairs with Liz after a while.

He knew why, when Liz came downstairs a little while later with  Genevieve. Many of the women surrounded her and the baby. And really,  Genevieve was kind of hard to resist. At almost two months old, the  infant was cute as hell with a full head of red hair just like her  mom's, and her cute chubby cheeks.

She sure was loud, though, crying when anyone but Gavin or Liz tried to  hold her. Liz apologized, but shrugged and took the baby and held her.  The baby eventually quieted, and they left early.

It must suck having a kid. Something he never intended to do, anyway, so  he'd never have to worry about those sleepless nights Gavin was always  telling him about.

Haven came over. "Did you get a chance to see the baby?"

"Yeah. She's cute."

"She's adorable. Liz said she's going to hate when she has to go back to work soon."

"Yeah, I'll bet. Though maybe she'll get some rest then," he teased.

Haven laughed. "I doubt she'll rest. She'll probably worry about the  baby the whole time. And I can't imagine with all the travel she has to  do how she's going to deal with leaving Genevieve. Though she said her  mother-in-law has offered to watch her, so I'm sure that's going to give  her some peace of mind."

"That's good."

"Are you having a good time?"