Journey to Fortune(2)

"Dante, darling. How are you this morning? Did Tia offer you an espresso  or anything?" Bethany Tyler asked. She appeared out of nowhere. I swear  that woman can smell money from a mile away.

"Ah, Bethany. You look wonderful as always. No, she didn't have a chance to. Tia just arrived," he said.

Tia Rose turned around to head to her office. She bent over to grab the  bag she dropped, as she was carrying too much into work as usual.

Is it really bad that my lack of self-confidence has me thinking about  the little homemade chocolate biscotti I made yesterday that are sitting  in my lunch bag? Oh, dipping it into some fancy coffee from the office  coffee bar would be so relaxing right now.

"Tia, I was hoping to meet with you about those designs. Didn't you  mention a whole catalog of new furniture concepts you had?" Her boss,  Bernadette Sinclair, appeared from the hallway.

"Oh, hello, Dante. How are you, darling?" she asked then kissed the  gorgeous specimen of male on each cheek. It was so French and obviously  above Tia Rose's low standards. All three of these people completely  forgot that she was in the room. She decided to leave them to their  fancy-smancy, rich people talk. Well, in Bethany's case, wannabe rich  person. Bethany saw dollar signs and had no morals or values whatsoever.  She'd spread her legs for any man with money, and she'd stab her own  mother in the back if it meant Bethany would be in the spotlight and  filled with fortune. She was that bad.

Tia didn't trust her, but unfortunately, Bethany held the position right  above her. She was her boss, so Tia had to keep her mouth shut. That  was becoming more and more difficult to do lately. That woman really  aggravated Tia Rose. She was so pompous, and she had the nerve to  continue to steal Tia Rose's ideas.

Well, I'm too much of a wuss to stand up for myself. Just like what  Salvador told me on the phone. I will never stand up for myself. I'm  weak and I'm a loser.

She heard a gasp and quickly turned around. Now a few other office  workers were standing there. Bethany looked downright excited. Her  shit-eating grin was so obvious and huge that Tia wondered what could  have possibly made the woman smile that way. One glance at Dante Perrone  and his very uncertain expression, and she felt guilty of something.  Her boss had her eyebrows scrunched up, and why was she sniffing the air  like that?

"Oh, Mrs. Sinclair, don't worry about the catalogue items Tia was  speaking of. I have them all organized and ready to present to you, Mr.  Sinclair, and the board. We're meeting in thirty minutes, correct?"  Bethany asked.

"What? How could you have the catalogue when I created-"

"I think you need to go use the ladies' room, Tia. Perhaps you should  have taken a sick day," she said then chuckled as she looped her arm  through Dante's. Dante immediately pulled from Bethany and gave Tia a  very apologetic look. Tia had no idea what was going on, and then it hit  her.

"Oh. Oh my God, you're all talking about my skirt. Oh, there was this  cab," she began to say, but then her boss walked away. The others  parted, giggling, and Bethany pulled Dante along with him. Tia could  hear what she was saying.

"I'll take care of you, Dante. You know that Tia is more like my assistant, and that her ideas come from me, right?"

Shoulders slumped, anger and disgust heavy on her heart, Tia turned  around and walked into her small office. She closed the door and dropped  her items to the rug.

"I get absolutely no respect whatsoever around here. None. Zilch. Why am I staying?"

Because you need this job to pay the bills. You need to send money to  Missouri. You need to stop being such a scaredy-cat and start showing  these people who you are and what you're made of. Enough is enough.  Those are my designs. My hard work and months of creativity. How can I  let that bitch do this to me?

Tia was suddenly filled with so much anger, rage, and disgust at her  life and the person she had become that she felt on the edge of an  anxiety attack. She was going to lose it.

That's exactly what Bethany wants me to do. She wants me to crawl under a  rock and cry, but do nothing. She wants to take credit for my ideas and  reap the benefits. That should be Dante on my arm and in my office and  me flirting my ass off with him.         

     



 

Her belly was filled with butterflies. She wasn't a flirt. She had  little self-confidence, and her self-esteem was just as minuscule.

Tia Rose walked around her desk, opened the small cabinet, and pulled  out another skirt. It was black. Black hid everything. She had twenty  minutes before the meeting.

How embarrassed was she going to be when she walked into that board  meeting? Everyone would know about the brown stuff on her skirt. Bethany  would surely spread the rumor that it wasn't chocolate. She would be  the laughing stock of the office.

She quickly pulled off the one skirt and then stepped into the black  one. It was slim fitting, and despite what she felt was an unflattering  figure, she felt something begin to filter through her. It almost seemed  like tiny little vibrations running through her body. Like a tingling  sensation, and then the words popped into her head. Salvador's words.  His treatment of her the past few months was questionable to say the  least. He had used her for sex, plain and simple.

Salvador was a chubby chaser, and she was chubby.

The tears filled her eyes as she shook her head in a lame attempt to block the words running in her mind.

She saw the little yellow sticky notes tagged to her computer. Send money to Missouri.

She hit the keys on the keyboard rather hard. She was always sending  money to her parents. Parents that didn't love her and that didn't love  one another. It was her guilt for leaving. They blamed her brother,  William's addiction to alcohol on her. It had been five years since she  left. Five fucking years and they blamed her even though she was so many  miles away. Her brother was a loser. He still lived with them, and  thank God she left. They would have eventually killed her, or perhaps  she would have beaten them to the punch.

She felt the anxiety, the fear of her father's strikes against her skin,  from afar. She closed her eyes, willed away the tears, the pain, and  fear she had. Missouri was behind her, so why was she not cutting ties  with them?

Because you have no one. No one loves you here. They don't love you  there either, but any attention, negative as it may be, was better than  no attention at all.

She swallowed hard then opened up her bank account information, withdrew  the thousand dollars, and sent it off to her mother's account. As she  hit send, she felt bile rise in her throat. It was making her sick to  send them money, but she couldn't stop herself. If she were a day late,  he'd call her. He'd hound her until she answered or sent the money. Her  father hated her. But he should hate her. She wasn't anything like her  mother. She wouldn't stand there and take his abuse anymore. Instead she  ran. She got the hell out of town, out of the state, and started her  new life. That move had brought on five years of panic attacks.  Especially when her father called and demanded the money.

He called it "restitution for having a worthless child like Tia Rose."

The tears burned behind her eyes as she clenched her teeth and forced  the feelings away. She was at work. This would be her sole focus now.  Work, work, and more work. She exited out of one screen and tried to log  onto the main computer.

Her password wasn't working. She tried again, it went through, and she  sighed in relief. But when she looked for the files, the ones she  created for the new catalogue, they were nowhere to be found. She  explored her options. Now either she fucked up big-time and deleted  them, or stored them elsewhere by accident, or someone was snooping  around her files.

She felt her chest tighten. All the hard work, all the time spent on creating the custom designs.

Bethany, you bitch.

Tia Rose slammed her hands down on the desk. She felt herself begin to  choke up. Those insecure feelings of not being good enough, pretty  enough, or skinny enough to compete with the likes of women like Bethany  hammered through her mind. She felt sick to her stomach, angry and at  her wits' end. If she showed up to that board meeting in-

She glanced at the clock, and then checked her watch.

Five fucking minutes! Five minutes?

She was shaking she was so angry.

The phone on her desk rang. She quickly picked it up and cleared her throat as it cracked with emotion.

"Hello?"

"Yes, there's an order of diapers waiting for you in the hallway, Miss  Richman. We heard you needed them pronto, so someone is bringing them up  right now."         

     



 

She heard the roar of laughter in the background.

"Who is this?" She shook harder, her temper flaring.

"The entire staff at Malone's," the voice said, and she knew who it was. That twit, Mark.

"Go to hell." She slammed the phone down and laughter filtered through as she hung up.

She ran her hands through her hair. She turned and looked into the  mirror by her desk. She paused, shocked at what she saw. It was as if  she were seeing the real her, what she had become, for the first time.