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Be My Hero(3)

By:Linda Kage


This was my wife. My fucking wife. I couldn't remember ever feeling more  gratified than I did in that moment when she gave me a giddy grin and  took my hand. I pulled her close and twirled us onto the dance floor as I  lowered my mouth to her ear.

"Tink. God, I love you. So much."

When I noticed the letters P.I.C.K. tattooed in neat black script just  behind her ear, my heart pounded from all the emotions rushing through  me. I buried my nose in her pearl-coiled highlights and breathed in the  fresh scent of lilac.

She pressed her mouth against my neck, and I swear the impression of her  kiss followed me as I was sucked into yet another scene, a backyard  with vivid green grass that was perfectly trimmed on a warm, sunny day.  I'd never lived in a neighborhood with a lawn so immaculate, which made  me swell with pride because I knew this was my lawn. My home.

I was so fucking happy, even though the pair of scrawny arms wrapped  around my neck were nearly choking me into unconsciousness. The weight  of the small body pressed into my back made it worth it.

"Faster," a boy's voice encouraged in my ear. "Come on, Dad. Faster."

So I spun faster, making my boy laugh as I whirled us in a circle on  that amazing, lush lawn. The world around us blurred into a blissful  oblivion. When I finally stopped after making us both dizzy, I bent  down, resting my hands on my knees so he could slide off. And the little  girl from the earlier vision-Skylar-immediately appeared before me,  tugging on my elbow.         

     



 

"My turn next," she begged, her mommy's blue eyes making it impossible for me to say no. "Please, Daddy."

But from the house, the sliding glass door opened and the woman-Tinker  Bell-appeared in the opening. She wore a bright red t-shirt that bulged  over her very pregnant belly, but she radiated with a jovial glow that  made everything inside me brighten.

"Pick!" she called. "Julian. Skylar. Time for dinner."

And just like that, the vision was gone. In the next, a paper mask over  my mouth and nose caused my hot breath to moisten my cheeks as a prickly  cap wrapped snug around my head itched my scalp. When I realized I was  wearing surgical scrubs, I arched an eyebrow. What the hell? Was I a  doctor now?

But that voice-her intoxicating, amazing, love-filled voice-from the bed  next to me had me turning until I saw her. My Tinker Bell lay on a  hospital bed. Her face was flushed and damp but her tired eyes were lit  with love as she grinned up at me. Cradling a small, wiggling bundle in  her arms, she lifted the infant.

"Pick, come meet Chloe."

A sense of peace and joy filled me.

Before I reached for our child, I cupped my wife's cheek in my hand and  just looked at her, trying to convey to her how much I loved her. "You  did good, Tinker Bell."

I was about to reach for my daughter, our little Chloe, when the darkness sucked me back in.

I cried out, scrambling, desperate to return to any of those visions,  but I found myself back on the cold, wet ground in the witch's front  yard.

Madam LeFrey released her fingers from my eyes and I flopped limply to  the ground, shuddering from loss and confusion. Keeping my lashes  closed, I panted, willing myself back to wherever she'd just taken me.  But the pain in my ankle kept me grounded to the bitter present.

Shuffling beside me told me Madam LeFrey was standing up and moving  away, but I didn't care about her anymore. My brain was jumbled,  shifting between the pain in my leg and the memories stirring in my  head.

"There. You have your hope back now." Her ragged old voice angered me.

I opened my eyes and managed to glance up at her. "Wha . . . what was that? What did you do to me?"

"I gave you a glimpse."

"You gave me a what? What the hell is a glimpse? What does it mean?"

"Mean?" She cocked her head as if confused by the question. "Maybe  nothing. Maybe everything. It shows you what your life would look like  if you lived it to your heart's content."

My yearning heart thumped hard in my chest. "So . . . so that's going to happen to me? That's my future?"

Shit. It didn't seem possible. I had never done anything good enough to  deserve a life like the one I'd just had a glimpse of. Elation roared  through my veins until the fucking witch shook her head.

"No. It's only your future if you live to your heart's content," Madam LeFrey repeated solemnly.

"So … " I gulped, wanting to deny it. "It's not true then? It won't really  happen?" More tears filled my eyes. Would I never meet that girl? Would  I never have a beautiful backyard with plush green grass? Never have  three perfect children who meant the world to me? Never belong to a  family?

"The future is not ours to know. I only showed you what could happen if  you lived happily ever after. It's up to you to make that happen."

"But . . . " I reached for her, desperate for answers. "How do I do  that? I don't even know that girl. I've never seen her before in my  life. How do I find her?"

The witch had been busy picking her shotgun off the ground. But she paused at my frantic questions. "Girl?"

"Yes! The girl. The girl you kept showing me. Who is she? Is she even a real person?"

With a confused shake of her head, the old bat stared at me as if I was  crazy. "I showed you only you. Five glimpses of you. That's all. If you  saw another in one of your visions, that means you love that person."

"But I . . . she was in all of them, not just one."

Stepping closer, Madam LeFrey eyed me as if I was a new species she'd never heard of. "Can it be?" she whispered in awe.

"What?" I demanded, almost panicking. I wanted to know more about that  girl and how I could live that life with her where I'd been so fucking  happy. I'd never been that content before.

Madam LeFrey shook her head as if unable to believe what she was about to tell me. "A soul mate," she rasped. "How very rare."

"What? She's my soul mate?"

I was a little giddy over the idea. A soul mate sounded good. Soul mate,  someone to love me, a happy future, a place to belong. Family. Now, all  I had to do was find her.

Except the fucking old bat looked concerned. She grabbed my arm. "Find  her," she told me, urgency lacing her voice. "You're not complete until  the two halves come together. You're only half a soul."         

     



 

I tugged my arm out of her grip. "Well, where is she?"

Instead of answering, she jerked backward as if I was tainted. Stomping  on something by my ankle, she released the trap I'd been stuck in. I  cried out from the rush of blood that shot to the injury and created a  shit ton of pressure. As I gritted my teeth and clutched my leg, Madam  LeFrey turned her back on me.

"Go away now," she said, as if she were afraid of me. "Don't come back."

"But . . . wait! How do I find her? What's her name?" When she didn't  even slow down, I growled out my anger and pain. "Damn it. Can't you do  some spell to draw her here? I just want what you showed me." Why would  she show me that if she wouldn't help me get it?

When she reached the porch, she glanced back. "No spell can touch this. It's bigger than any spell. It's fate."

Before I could say anything else, she scurried into her house and  slammed the door, leaving me to find my own way home on a bum ankle.

Though I was no longer held prisoner, I just stayed there. Breathing  hard and rattled in more ways than one, I held onto my injury and filled  my head with all the damn glimpses the witch had given me. A cool mist  on my face told me it had started to rain.

I knew I'd never be the same again. Up until tonight, I had convinced  myself that my life would always be shitty and hopeless. But Madam  LeFrey's glimpses made everything even worse. Because now I wanted  something. I wanted it so damn bad I could taste it. I wanted that  future and happily ever after. And if I never found that girl, if I  never found even a portion of those glimpses, the disappointment would  probably kill me.





Eva's Prologue


MEET EVA MERCER


Five Years After Pick's Prologue

I snuck in the back door half an hour after curfew. Someone had turned  off the lights in the kitchen, so I hoped everyone had already gone to  bed.

To be on the safe side, I slipped off my sandals with the extra-hard  heels that were über noisy and padded barefoot across the cool tile. But  when I reached the entrance to the back hall, I noticed the light in  Daddy's office was on.

He'd left the door cracked open too, which he never did, so I guessed he  was waiting up for me, trying to catch me coming in late. Again. A  shiver of dread curled up my spine as my limbs went cold.

Even though fear made my breathing quicken, I wasn't about to give up on  my attempt to sneak in. Tiptoeing with each step, I held my breath and  tried to become one with the floor. I'd just reached the large Oriental  rug when the first creak under my toes gave me away. I halted in my  tracks, closing my eyes and cursing in my head.