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Be My Everything

By:Ella Jade
Be My Everything
Ella Jade

       Chapter 1

Safe, sane and consensual …

Katherine Sierra was quiet, timid, and sexually unsatisfied. For as long  as she could remember, she'd found strong, take charge men  irresistible. Even as a young teenager, she'd been attracted to older,  authoritative men. She'd had more than a few fantasies about several of  her male high school teachers. If she had to guess, it was those  fantasies that landed her in the lobby of the office building of one of  the most powerful men in New York City. She fidgeted in her seat as she  listened to the receptionist intercept calls for Mr. Cain. She wondered  how much longer she'd have to wait until it was her turn to see him. As  she waited, she thought back to the only other time she'd seen him.

On that particular night, she found herself at a local play party as a  guest of a friend who dabbled in the BDSM lifestyle. Her friend  recognized her submissive tendencies and understood she hadn't been  sexually satisfied in her past experiences.

She was extremely nervous even though she wasn't expected to  participate. She casually scanned the room, taking in the people who  were in attendance. They all looked so normal. She wasn't sure what  she'd expected but she'd certainly had a different vision than this.  Leather and chains usually sprung to mind when she thought about  domination and submission. Apparently, this wasn't that kind of party.  This was more of an informal meeting for Doms to meet potential subs.

She settled herself in the corner of the room, trying to stay out of the  way as she continued to examine the different types of people.  Suddenly, her gaze landed on the most gorgeous man she'd ever seen. The  moment she set eyes on him, she knew she had to get to know him. She had  been brought as a guest and was only there to observe, but the entire  scene intrigued her. It was as if she were there to meet him. He was  leaning by a huge picture window, watching the light snow fall outside.  Their eyes met when he turned to face the crowded room. She couldn't  help but stare at his tall, lean muscular frame. His overgrown blond  hair hung just above his emerald green eyes, but he didn't look unkempt.  She could appreciate he'd taken extra time to get that luscious mane  just right.

At first she thought he almost looked out of place standing there. She  briefly wondered if he too was an observer like her or possibly a  submissive waiting for his Domme to arrive. She soon realized that  thought couldn't have been further from the truth. And as the night wore  on, she noticed women were falling all over him, but with one swift  move of his hand they were dismissed. He had a quiet command of the room  and damn if she didn't find that completely sexy. She wanted the  opportunity to have him dismiss her. He had her salivating and soaking  through her panties, and they hadn't even spoken to one another. Not  yet, anyway.

Katherine spent the majority of the evening focused on him, but she  didn't have the nerve to approach. Actually, she noticed anyone who did  come near him had a designated timeslot. They were being brought over by  another woman who would briefly introduce them to him. It was almost as  if he were interviewing them. Occasionally, he would glance in her  direction, but each time, she'd quickly avert her gaze to the floor.  She'd have to find a way to speak to him, because she was certain he'd  haunt her dreams forever if she passed up this opportunity.

After the fascinating stranger left the party, Katherine lingered behind  and tried to learn anything she could about him. She heard a few women  talking about how he was there looking for a new sub. She also learned  through the idle chitchat, that being Lucas Cain's sub was a coveted  position not easily obtained.

She battled internally over taking the next step-submitting an  application. She'd only attended the party out of curiosity. She'd never  intended to participate in this lifestyle, but something inside her  kept screaming to try it. The determined look in his eyes when he spoke  to those women throughout the evening seemed to be a defining moment for  her. She didn't think she had a chance at testing with him, because  she'd also heard he only dealt with experienced submissives who would  know how to please him. In fact, when she handed her application to the  woman in charge of forwarding requests to potential Doms, she'd rolled  her eyes. Obviously, she didn't think Katherine had much of a chance  either.

To say she was surprised when he called her a week later was an  understatement. He was brief with his instructions and asked her to meet  him at his office. He'd e-mailed her the potential contract before  she'd arrived. It all seemed so formal. She wasn't expecting so much  time and effort to be put into the details of this arrangement.                       


"Mr. Cain will see you now," the receptionist said.

"Oh, okay." Katherine got up from the couch, straightened her dress, and followed the woman into the office.

Mr. Cain was sitting behind a large cherry desk, typing away. He didn't  even look up from the computer screen when he thanked the receptionist  and told Katherine to have a seat. He continued to type, so she took the  opportunity to look around. Her hands were trembling and she felt cold,  but that happened when she was anxious. She noticed the name plate on  his desk read "Luke" instead of "Lucas". She stared at him as he worked  and decided she liked "Luke" better. It wasn't as proper.

"See something you like?" he asked.

"What? No, I mean yes." She shifted in her seat. "I was just waiting for you to speak. I didn't want to interrupt."

"You talk too much," he said.


"Did you go over the contract and the checklist?"

"Yes, it's all very straightforward."

"And we're in agreement that this is consensual?" He stood and walked around the desk, stopping directly in front of her.

"Of course," she said.

"You'll submit to the background check, blood work, and physical?" All  of those were required if she was going to be his sub. It said so in the  contract.

"I've been tested, and I've brought the results. I'm also on the pill."

"I see," he said. "You don't have an issue with the gym I've  recommended?" The agreement also stated she was to join the gym of his  choice where he'd take care of the membership.

"No, I like to work out."

He glanced down at her body, lingering at her legs for a few seconds  before making eye contact with her. "You understand that the checklist  is for your benefit. It outlines both hard and soft limits. You need to  think it through and decide which acts you'll try and those you won't  consider. You should also keep in mind that limits can change over  time."

Katherine had no idea this whole set-up would be so involved. She  thought she would just go to his house and have sex the way he wanted  her to. She was under the notion that was what it meant to submit. She  realized she had so much to learn.

"Any questions, Ms. Sierra?" Mr. Cain asked in that sexy southern drawl of his.

Katherine had learned he was originally from Texas but had relocated to  New York when his company took off. He was impeccable. Not a hair out of  place or a crease in his suit that wasn't supposed to be. He stood over  Katherine for most of their conversation, and she found it unsettling.  He was an extremely intimidating man.

"What happens next? I mean, do we have sex?" She was so out of her element.

"Would you like to have sex right here in my office?" His mouth formed a  hard line, causing his jaw to tighten. "Shall I take you on my desk  with an office full of people on the other side of my door?"

His words made her realize how innocent she was when it came to his lifestyle.

"Umm, no, of course not," she answered as she cracked her knuckles. Her  face was flush, and her throat was dry. She wondered what she was doing  there.

"But as your Dom, I'd be well within my rights to take you fast and hard  on my desk," he informed her. He never raised his voice. It was soft  but firm, and he got his point across very effectively. "Is that what  you came here for?"

That was precisely what she wanted. Her stomach flipped as the moisture  gathered inside her panties, just like it had the first night she'd seen  him. This man oozed sex and he knew it.

"Katherine." He sighed. "What are you doing here?" He looked frustrated, but she didn't understand why.

"Applying to be your sub," she said. "And please, call me Kat."

"As much as I'd like you to be my pet, sweetie, I'll stick with  Katherine." He smirked and that relaxed her. "Why do you want to be my  sub?"

"I want to be dominated." She hoped that was what he wanted to hear.

"Well, why not have your boyfriend tie you to the bed?" he asked. "It would be much easier than going through all of this."