A Husband's Regret (The Unwanted Series)(12)

  

"Bryce . . ." she murmured dreamily, half-asleep and still lost in the  memory of her dream. She lifted a hand to his face. She loved the feel  of his stubbled jaw beneath her hand. He made a slight sound and  abruptly lowered his head to capture her soft, surprised lips with his  hard and demanding mouth. The kiss was a lot more ruthless than she had  anticipated; she had been expecting gentleness, not this almost violent  caress. Still it was Bryce, her beloved Bryce, and she would deny him  nothing. His kiss softened and became almost desperate as he leaned into  her and over her, until she was flat on her back and he was cradled  between her spread thighs. He loomed above her, not once relinquishing  contact with her soft mouth, and she moaned as she wrapped her arms  tightly around his neck, not wanting to let him go ever again.

He eventually came up for air and fumbled with the buttons of her  blouse, while she tugged at his T-shirt and dragged it over his head  before he had managed even half of the buttons. Losing patience, he  ripped the fragile garment apart, sending mother-of-pearl buttons flying  everywhere. Bronwyn giggled and Bryce stilled abruptly.

"I've missed your laughter . . ." The sound of his sexy, smoky voice  startled her into complete wakefulness. "I always loved your laugh." He  sounded so wistful that Bronwyn wished she could see his face. She  raised a curious hand to his mouth but he leaned back, denying her the  contact.

"Bryce what . . ." she started to say, but he cursed softly before  leaning to the side and switching on the bedside lamp. The unwelcome  present immediately forced its way into the bedroom as Bronwyn found  herself staring up into the rough-hewn features of an older, harsher  Bryce than the one she'd just dreamed about. This was not the man she  had fallen in love with; this man was battle scarred and hated her more  than she had ever believed possible.

"I want to see you," he muttered harshly. "When you speak, I want to  know what you're saying! When you laugh, I want to see your eyes light  up, and when I make you come"-his voice lowered sexily-"I want to see  you scream even if I can't hear it."

"I don't think . . ." she began uncertainly, preferring to make love  with him in the dark, where she could fool herself into believing that  he was the old Bryce, the one who had pretended to love her, even if he  now claimed that he never had. A shaft of agony pierced through her as  she recalled his confession at dinner, and she tried to move away from  him but he would not permit it. He pinned her down, his eyes boring into  hers, so that she was unable to hide her pain from him. His brows  lowered into an intimidating frown, and she flinched, wondering what  scathing remark he had in store for her this time.

"You were crying at dinner," he said almost accusingly.

"What do you expect?" she asked bitterly. "You can't keep cutting me without spilling my blood, Bryce."

"Such drama." He grinned caustically. "Don't cry again, it irritates  me!" The demand was so ridiculously petulant that she gaped at him in  astonishment. He took advantage of her open mouth and swooped in for  another hungry kiss.

"I want you," he groaned, grinding against her so that she would have no  trouble mistaking his meaning. "I want to make love with you." He  raised his head to look down at her, trying to gauge her receptiveness.

"Only it's not ‘making love,' is it?" she asked bitterly. "Without love  it's nothing more than a cheap screw." He made a dismayed little sound  and covered her mouth with his own before she could say anything more.  Bronwyn soon forgot everything as his mouth wove a seductive spell over  her. His wicked fingers seemed to be everywhere at the same time, and  his mouth soon followed.

He paused when he reached her braless breasts and he stared at them for a  long moment. Bronwyn squirmed uncomfortably as she fought the desire to  fold her arms over her petite assets. She had always been  self-conscious about her small breasts, but Bryce had always loved them.  Now he was staring at them almost analytically, and she found herself  flushing to the roots of her hair.

"They haven't changed," he murmured, almost reluctantly raising his eyes  to meet hers. "I expected them to be different . . . you know, after  Mikayla?"

"I couldn't breastfeed her." She shrugged. "I was ill for a while after  the birth, and by the time I was well enough, she was on the bottle and  my milk had dried up." His eyes darkened.

"Ill?" Not wanting to discuss that right now, Bronwyn distracted him the  only way she knew how, she arched her back until her nipples brushed  his naked chest. She hissed as they made contact with the hot, silky  flesh that was lightly dusted with soft, golden hair. He groaned at the  contact and lowered his eyes back down to her breasts; they were barely a  handful-creamy little mounds with raspberry-red tips. His breath caught  on a sob of pure desire, and he bent down and did what she was aching  for him to do: he took one of the distended tips into his mouth. She  squealed, nearly coming off the bed at the electric jolt that swept  through her body, and he raised his head to grin at her.





  

"They're still as sensitive as I rem-" He was cut off when she lifted  impatient hands and pulled his head back down, forcing him to focus on  the task at hand. He laughed wickedly and proceeded to give her what she  wanted with as much enthusiasm as she was taking it.

Soon they were both completely naked, and Bryce paused above her, his  arms planted on either side of her head as he held himself aloft. He  stared down into her face with an intensity that unnerved her, before  reaching over to the nightstand and fumbling open a drawer to yank out a  condom. For a painful moment, Bronwyn wondered why he had a handy stash  of condoms in the drawer, before he spoke again, immediately  distracting her.

"Still such innocence in those eyes, such trust, they still stare at me  with such adoration," he muttered, half to himself as he dragged on the  condom. "How can your eyes tell such lies?" Shocked by the near hatred  in his voice, Bronwyn gasped in horror as she recognized that this act  of sex, if completed, would be another cruel means of hurting her, just  another weapon to use against her. Before she had a chance to formulate  any kind of protest, he entered her with a gentleness that belied his  harsh words and took what she had so heedlessly and freely offered just  moments ago. She was so well-primed for it that despite everything, she  moaned and her slender thighs clenched around his hips. Her long legs  wrapped around his waist as she welcomed him back into her body. He had  gone completely still, and she opened her eyes to see him staring down  at her triumphantly. Her eyes filled with tears and he glared down at  her.

"Don't you dare," he warned darkly. "Don't cry." She couldn't help it,  tears overflowed even as she shoved herself up against him. He groaned  and met her lunge with one of his own.

"Don't cry."

Bronwyn found herself whimpering desperately in time with his thrusts,  even while her tears continued to flow and her heart continued to break.

"Please don't. Please don't," he continued to almost beg, kissing the  tears away. His tenderness acted as a balm to her ravaged soul and  worked to end the weeping as nothing else could have. "My beautiful,  Bronwyn . . ."

Her body arched as the sensations heightened and he reached down between  their bodies to find her sensitive little clitoris. His long, clever  thumb rubbed across the excited nubbin and that, combined with his  thickness inside of her, sent her hurtling over the edge of reason. Her  breath hitched in her chest and her head tilted back while her entire  body convulsed and clenched around him. She screamed as the powerful  orgasm swept through her, and Bryce half-laughed incredulously.

He couldn't take his eyes off her. So absorbed was he in her climax that  his own took him completely by surprise. He shouted hoarsely as his  entire body bucked and he jerked once, twice before with another  shout-her name-he poured himself into her with a broken sob. His eyes  closed as his brain shut down and his body went limp. He stirred himself  only to remove the condom before flopping down beside her again,  dropping a heavy arm over her waist.

"I miss your breathless little sounds." He broke the silence five  minutes later, after their heartbeats and breathing had returned to  normal, just as Bronwyn was starting to feel awkward and wondering now  what? "Those half-formed gasping little words, God they used to turn me  on more than you can imagine." She lifted her head from his chest to  stare at him.

"You never mentioned that before," she pointed out, and he smiled.

"Because I knew that if I'd said anything you would immediately have  felt self-conscious about it." His reminiscent smile became a wicked  grin. "And I didn't want you tensing up at crucial moments."